alive or real dead one

hi all shadidan faghat oomadam ye chizi benvisam
inja emru baz ba ye vagheiat-e vahshatnak rooberoo shodam dige hoselam sar rafte
ehsas mikonam hata nemitunam ba vagheiat kenar biam che berese be mobareze ...
but ---> For eternity I follow on there is no other way
khob dige beharhal bayad vagheiat ro paziroft man kari nadaram digaran chi migan chera ba man misazan ya a man badeshun miad ...
vagheiat ine ke man ye mojudi shodam eyne EDDIE yani kasi ke hata az zendegi ham tard shode vali ba nirooie ke malum nist chie bargashte ta taht-e harsharaiet-ie shode zendegi kone
khob beharhal manam felan ba nirooie ke khodamam nemidunam chie daram mijangam
va khodam-o shokr mikonam ke mese "Pink" oon shadidan daghun shod ta a fahmid tooie divaresh dare nabood mishe vali man zoodtar ino fahmidam khob pa say mikonam dar biam....
faghat in nokte moheme ke be dalil-ie ke khodamam nemidunam chie baraye anjam-e inkar hes mikonam " I dont need no arms around me "" ... va osulan " NO! dont think I need any thing at all "...
faghat ino midunam man hastam va mimunam chon bayad a tooie in divar-e lanati dar biam ....
khob shayad dar-am oomadam vali chon chehsam be tariki adat kardan oonghad noor-e aftab baram zyade ke nemitunam chizi-o bebinam ...
vay khoda bavar konin vahshatnak-e ke yeki ke mige vaghti vaghat ye soorakh too divaret munde behet komak kone khodesh ajor-e akhar-o barat bezare too divaret ...
beharhal in vahshatnak tarin vagheiat-e zendegie man bood - ba oon jangidam ta pirooz shodam dige baghie vaghe-iat-a sooskan....
tahala 2-4-e tavahom shodi? khob man shodam 2bar bar-e aval-esh ye khab didam az ye kasi ke dige nist vali too khab ye lagad behem zad ke ta chan rooz kaboodish mund-e bood
va bar-e avalam ke 2-4-e tavahom shodam yeroo vaghti raftam jolo aine pink-o too ayne didam aval tarsidam bad ke 2bare nega kardam didam na meske Pinki bama shookhi nadare goftam omran age mese to besham ...
ye mosht zadam vasat-e aine khob fek konam napoosidan be 5-6 ta zakhm biarze...
beharhal emshab shadidan ghat budam oomadam inaro neveshtam !!!
dige baram ahamiat nadare digaran baham chekar mikonam felan: Im " sittin' In perfect isolation here behind my wall " ...
ta bad bebinam bad az "Tear down thewall!" be koja beresam....
va rasti inam ye ax a Eddie ... heife biam-o ax nazaram
  

نویسنده : David Croft ; ساعت ٢:٤٦ ‎ق.ظ روز چهارشنبه ٢ بهمن ،۱۳۸۱